>> --Before I was going to college, my secret plan was to one day not tell anybody and just get on some bus to some random city and just move there and become this totally different person.

--Then what?

--...And not come back until I had totally become this new person... I used to think about it all the time...

--I don't get it...

--That's because you don't utterly loathe yourself.

DANIEL CLOWES, Ghost World